It's no secret that I don't like to speak Spanish. In fact, if you ask me if I can speak it, I will say no. I know that I can speak it if I absolutely have to, but other than that, I'd prefer not to. Does passive bilingualism ringing a bell for anyone?
Anyway, I have just discovered the reason for this.
Deep down I knew that it was my inhibitions holding me back, but I never really realized that until I had a situation where inhibition went out the window.